Sexual Abuse Prayer
Session
Jesus, I felt like all of me was taken against my will and used by
an-other for their own sexual satisfaction. I felt totally violated, and have
been living with feelings of fear, disgust, worthless and shame my whole
life.
Prayer: Jesus, show me the lie that was implanted in my
heart.
LIE: “You are only
on this earth for others' sick gratification, to be used by them. You will
always be worthless and alone.”
Jesus, show me the TRUTH: In Christ Jesus I am worthy and I’m a
beloved child of the Father.
People are to be loved and things are to be used.
Where was Jesus when all this happened?
I realize that the little child in me, took the abuse so that I could
be sane and live on.
Jesus, can You introduce me to that scared little girl/boy, peeking
around from behind Your garments.
Jesus is saying, “This little child is the part of you who took on the
brunt of your abuse so that you could mentally survive.
Picture Jesus, gently taking the little child into the safety of His
arms and saying: “Child, thank you, name of child, for taking the abuse,
thank you for keeping your secrets. You may let the” go now.”
Prayer: Right now, I
ask Jesus to take away the pain and shame I suffered at the hands of my abuser,
and in its place, I ask You to give me newness of life, a clean slate,
freshness in my body and mind.
Lift it all up to Jesus.
What is He giving you in return?
Jesus says: “I take name of little child into my arms, and love her/him,
and love, and love. I hold the little child safely, and tenderly, and let her/him
cry it out. I am healing the little child so she/he can rejoin you.
Jesus says:
I bestow on you, and restore unto you, your INNOCENCE lost.
I restore your body, and inward parts that were damaged.
I restore your self-esteem.
I restore your stolen honor.
I restore your sense of trust, and safety.
Prayer: Forgive me of
any hidden judgements I held against Father God for letting this happen to me.
“Lord, please forgive me and help me release any judgements I have held against
You, who are all good. It was my abuser using his own free will, who hurt me;
it was NOT YOUR will!"
It was not my fault!!!
Lord, through your grace, I forgive myself, for not being big and
strong enough to resist a grown human. It was not my fault!
I forgive and release any judgments I held against myself, all
these years for not being bigger and stronger as a child.
I forgive and release the grownup who did this to me and turn him/her over
to You.
I let go of the hate I have harbored toward him/her for my whole life.
I thank you Lord for pulling the roots of hate and bitterness out of my
heart. I command hatred and rage to go, in Jesus' name.
Lord purge me with hyssop* and I shall be clean, wash me and I shall be
whiter than snow.
(*Hyssop: a wild shrub of uncertain identity whose twigs were used for
sprinkling in ancient Jewish rites of purification.)
I bind and release the whole series of demons that were assigned to me
so many years ago: Shame, fear, rage, self-dislike, confinement, whoredom,
despair and pain. I cast them out and bind them to the Cross, in the name of
Jesus!
Fill the old waste places Jesus, with Your truth, newly clothed in Your
honor and righteousness, peace, freedom, spiritual victory, and trust in God.
I feel clean, clean, clean by the blood of the Lamb!!!